Oh The Warmth

My body still rejects the cold.  It turns me into a hunked over slow person.  I crave the warmth.  I still use a portable heater in the bathroom and that's with the house heat still set to 70.  But you know what?  You do what works.  Part of the flex theme...  My body still has the purge going on - from chemo -  my setback with infections, and a long time on the high dose antibiotics.  My fingernails are receding again.  My hair remains baby fine.  I'm tired, but sleeping well.  Haven't used chemical aid on that front in weeks.  Believe me, with all the drugs that have been in my life, there have been many days I felt I'd always need them.  I was assured I wouldn't need them always and to be patient.  It's so hard to be patient while battling, healing, fighting, healing, accepting, healing, finding patience, and healing.